Nicotine
We’re here for confessional
This is not a sin she said to me
Making sure I’m down on my knees
For there’s no time to waste
All you need is a little taste
As you blew her love down to me
Nicotine
She was tall, thin, deathly pale
Full of all the flavor that I crave
My soul was lost inside of her
Dark stains is her allure
The dominatrix now has her slave
Nicotine
As she puts a notch in her lip stick case
All she does is rub it in my face
I never had any of her trust
Is this a tumor or is this lust
A lot of times I’m just trying to find my place
Nicotine
That was after she and my soul are gone
I realized I’m just another John
I have only two friends left
I got her a my distress
Sometimes I just don’t know what to say
To Nicotine
Nicotine
Nicotine
Bloodstain
You took my heart and you made it bleed
You broke my will and all I see
Is a child wanting to grow
Refusing to see what I have shown
But the bloodstain on my head
Forgiveness is priceless
Forgiveness is priceless
Do you remember what you said
Or were they lies to fill my head
Are you at one or do you lie
You fake all the pain you have inside
But the bloodstain on my head
Forgiveness is priceless
Forgiveness is priceless
Beware the beast inside your heart
It wants to rip your soul apart
How can I believe a word you say
When you just threw your life away
Forgiveness is priceless
Forgiveness is priceless
The bloodstain
The bloodstain
The bloodstain
The bloodstain
Blood Brothers (Bonus Track)
You’ll just have to listen to this one to find out.
Intro
Something to tell you
That may provide an explanation of the shadow in your photograph
Who knows where death may be striking at this very moment from this dreaded disease
Urban Legend Road
The tattoo said evil adulteress across her chest
She threw the bats in the trunk and clenched her fist
She took him for a ride to put demons at rest
She cannot say goodbye so he breathes his last
Once you go down you cannot return
No spirit ever rests on Urban Legend Road
Once you go down you cannot go home
Nobody ever returns from Urban Legend Road
Greg was never asked out, on a date
Until Rachel asked him to come and play
He stole his daddy’s truck and met them there
The spirits of the damned relieved their care
As the spirits possessed them they let Greg on fire
The woods to the side of the road became his funeral pyre
Once you go down you cannot return
No spirit ever rests on Urban Legend Road
Once you go down you cannot go home
Nobody ever returns from Urban Legend Road
Hated her for what she was
They killed her slow in virgin blood
With his will he tortured her
If he’d only know what was to occur
Cause there are powers on heaven and earth
In the soil void of mirth
Bound his soul will ever be
With this rope of agony
Once you go down you cannot return
No spirit ever rests on Urban Legend Road
Once you go down you cannot go home
Nobody ever returns from Urban Legend Road
(backwards speak, gunshot)
Falling
Somewhere between crying and killing
I found that pain is more common than love
The world isn’t worth the paper it’s signed on
Treaties mean nothing when minds are poisoned
(backwards speak)
Trying to die the best way I know
Killing time empty minds
Bringing me back just to fuck with me
My blasphemy is the salt in my wounds
We build our heroes out of iron
We watch them corrode we watch them explode
Good intentions pave the way to hell
But on the third promise they get your soul
(screaming distortion)
Out of Line
I don’t want to go down with you
I don’t wanna watch my body burn
I don’t need a chemical to make me me
If you only knew what you’re doing
I’m falling out of line
Don’t want to be part of your scene
I’m falling out of line
If you could only see what I see
I don’t wanna leave you in this way
So what’s your choice the drugs or me
I can’t tell you how to live your live
But this path only leads to
I’m falling out of line
Don’t want to be part of your scene
I’m falling out of line
If you could only see what I see
It’s been a year since I’ve seen you
I hear you’re expecting a child in June
The father doesn’t know your name
If you could only remember his face
I’m falling out of line
Don’t want to be part of your scene
I’m falling out of line
If you could only see what I see
Tired
Sometimes I just want to be alone
All of this chaos in my home
It’s leaving my restless
Why am I restless?
They seem to fight for hours on end
All I need is a friend
They’re leaving me restless
Why am I restless?
If it’s not my fault then don’t blame me
I tried to look but I can’t see
I’m blinded by my tears
How can I stop my fears?
What do you want out of me?
A broken toy, a broken me
I’m blinded by my tears
How can I stop my fears?
I will freeze myself
I will freeze this pain
I will freeze it all away
But then it flows again
It flows like love and
it flows like hate
Under my veins it thaws
Unfreeze rebirth
Hollywood
you are the anti me
you are the anti everything
you are the anti good
I am your anti Hollywood
you are the anti me
you are the anti everything
you are the anti good
I am your anti Hollywood
you locked me in this painted box
you thought that I could never break out
you labeled me as an outcast freak
now tell me is it reality
I’ve done what you have only dreamed
I’ve shaped myself into me
I’m free from the mindset that you’re in
I’ve realized what glitters is often tin
you are the anti me
you are the anti everything
you are the anti good
I am your anti Hollywood
you’re the type that passes on the other side
when someone really needs you most
you spend so much on impressing all of your friends
but do you know the true meaning of host
you think that is putting on all your rings
showing off your vast collection of things
I’m convinced you wouldn’t know what to do
if you realized that host means servitude
you are the anti me
you are the anti everything
you are the anti good
i am your anti Hollywood
you are the anti me
you are the anti everything
you are the anti good
I am your anti Hollywood
Needlewar
I could see the rider coming for you
his hair was white and his skin was pale
the horse he rode on was skin and bones
and his sword said life will fail
he doesn’t care about the week you’ve had
or why you push the needle in
he’s not there to be your judge
and he could care less about your sin
you took the needle to escape from life
and now you got your wish
I couldn’t stop you but lord I tried
but you fell to the needle stick
when I found you you were on your last breath
the needle still in your arm
your eyes had a depressing glaze
your body was still warm
I never thought it would come to this
you were just lying there limp
and I could see you were fading
you faded to black and i turn the page
you took the needle to escape from life
and now you got your wish
i couldn’t stop you but lord i tried
but you fell to the needle stick
coroner’s report said overdose
police wanted me to sign the page
stating how I found you there
but no one could explain
I had seen death there firsthand
and i swear i heard him say
sorry to take your friend
but I do this a thousand times each day
you took the needle to escape from life
and now you got your wish
I couldn’t stop you but lord I tried
but you fell to the needle stick
needle
needle
war